Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die, Take him and cut him out in little stars, And he will make the face of heaven so fine, That all the world will be in love with night, And pay no worship to the garish sun [W S]
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The mind is laid open,
A platter of lust
Its outer removed,
Leaving just
What was doubted to be,
A figment of 'fore held trust

One sees more than is proferred,
And feelings which were, seem to fail
The clouded belief clears,
Leaving only passion's scorched trail
Forsaking this is a must,
Lest we, like they, become frail

Our friendship is lost in their weakness,
Is to hold it much harder than earn
The people we know never change,
Although they, like we, do learn
Of what is true of a person,
And what is false in turn.






Lou watched in horror as his father dragged the carcass through the forest, laughing and joking with the other nobles. His mind was confused with rage as he re-lived what had just happened; the innocent deer's scream as several arrows buried themselves in its body; the laughter and sheer pleasure his father had obviously felt afterwards. The look in the deer's eyes, cloudy but not distant; non - seeing but alive, and the pain in its expression, so much pain. And then nothing.

The men lived, the deer died; but in each there was nothing.

And now, as they walked together, Lou realised that his father would never understand the deer's look; would feel no pain at the thought that he had killed a living, breathing and beautiful creature; that his father had always been, and would always be, as he was.

Walking alongside him, Lou refused to forget that deer's face. He fixed his mind on that image. A child of merely nine years, and all he could think of was the empty laugh of his father who, in life, had less love in him than the deer had in death.









To heal their wronging,
he sacrifices the meaning;
creating in his heart, a piece of nothing

He captures her soul,
but no intent be true;
his kindness is all, and his passion none

Though continuing to walk,
is he both living and dead;
having captured the love of his other

The one he made lesser,
leaves him and then;
all he has given, is meaningless.







A gashed paper bag
Lining a stolen, old brown sack.

Musical against a night sky as it swings around,
falling and landing hard in the sand.

A lake of grain,
feeding the lizards in the dunes,
and yet he grinds it... beneath his fucking shoes

The shit on their knees must be too good
For what's thrown in their laps to be a reality,
And not some sick imbecile's joke,
as he reels in his monotony.

Funny man, funny guy.
Swinging a bag you're too stupid to even understand.

You just managed to EXEMPLIFY how our very existence here
has forever altered the fabric of our *naturally* messed up world.

Look around and you'll see clearly
How it is impossible to do so.

If you ever feel like blaming somebody....
Go find the man with the sack and swing another one at him.

A crystalline way in which to demonstrate
Our mutual futility.

And the old man was happy
The nurse became his daughter
For a moment, she was there
Not merely a flicker in his mind...


Did it matter that she had not come?
Is what's real important,
When it seems all we desire is to flounder
In the fog and desolation of half dreams,
In truth?


Is it all we require? Or the gentler,
All we need?
Is a false flower any less beautiful for
its falsehood?
Only, perhaps, to the honey-bee...
And all who believe.


Inconsequential unreality becomes us far more
Than the bitter irony of the truth.
Maybe if we all stopped being used,
If manipulation was appropriated its due disdain,
We could begin to understand
And cease to wonder why. 22/10/2002







For only a day they frame their love,
A shallow ritual;
Beautiful flowers are picked and brought in
- never again to sway in the wind,
Testimony to their nature.

A daffodil card for every one,
Pretty pictures, not real;
Imagery of life for those whom it hath inspired
On paper cut from a reel

And finally it ends; a kiss,
Pecked in thanks for love and life,
Or rather, for love of the life we have
Of which we are so rarely deserving.









For want of one better than 'love'
Was the word's meaning first sought
The truth of it lyeth within
Held in everyone.

For want of one gentler than found
Was a kiss, not merely just this
A connection made deeper than physical
Looked for by everyone.

For need of an ending to the unending
Was the passion for long desired
But in desire, the terrible pain
One realises, must always exist

For need of it central to all of us
Is the reason that pain must define
All can be said of a person
Of humans, humanity; divine

For that which we search for is perfect
Were that we all are much less
It must make us whole or perish
As a sweet dream dying, at best.






[radiohead]









Food For Thought

Gaunt fox,
lifts his head
in the breeze.

The cubs wail,
their stomachs
cramped; in pain.

He rises wearily,
half turning
his sleek, scarred head.

She twitches,
nervous.
For Them.

Rustle in the leaves,
Shrill cry in the wind.
Each might have been
more than it seemed.

Her young scream,
their stomachs
cramped; in pain.

She moves to leave,
scared;
selfless.

He returns after time,
tired, wet and cold.
With food, yet hungry still.

It is silent now.
He gently slips
into the den.

She takes too long,
hopping limply;
coming once more
to her home. Worn but glad,
for she bears
(for them).

A soul piercing howl
echoes throughout.
He is stricken within.

She stares,
releasing what had
seemed so precious -
No more.






I don't want to know anything
about your system of ethics
strength is the morality of the man
who stands out from the rest
and it is mine

[Ludwig van Beethoven]








[all unsigned poetry, prose & art by eri, my wingless angel]





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